| Current mood: |  frustrated |
i am writing an entry out of pure procrastination. my work ethic has gotten so bad and i hate it. yet do i do anything about it...no. ive been trying to do my chem homework for about 2 hours now. yeah, it's hard, but not two hours hard. i almost wish my parents would be w/ me like they are w/ my brother, and force me to do it. almost. tonight, to stall even more, i picked the fruit that takes the longest to eat (grapefruit) and decided that i needed to have a grapefruit. who does that? why cant i get anything done??? i remeber in 6th grade when i used to be afraid of not doing my homework or studying for test. back then i was smart. back then i would die if i got a B. i need something to force me back into that. now. i hate the thought that i know i could be doing a substantial amount better then i am right now if i just did my work and studied. maybe if i had studied for italian, it wouldnt be keeping my off the honor role right now. what a novel idea.UGH. the worst kind of fustration is fustration with yourself... stop procrastinating juliana...
bye
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