| Current mood: | chipper |
| Current music: | Chris and Lys playing guitar |
Time flies when you're a father
Lys is sick again. I think being on the road finally caught up with her. We're busy trying to keep her comfortable, and watch over the twins. CJ is crawling...and get this...Krissy is walking now. So, it's not as easy as it was when they both were immobile. Thankfully, Chris was there for the firsts. I can't even explain how good it was to see the joy on his face. It made everything I've given up worth it. Krissy was trying to do it without him, but I scooped her up and kept her on my hip until Chris got home that night. Then we sat down and watched her take her first step...together. It's amazing how much joy the little things bring.
We're back home in Florida...and I'm glad, but I know it bothers Chris somewhat. I wish things had turned out differently, but at the same time, this is what we need right now. I don't know what I'm going to do when he kicks off his fall tour. We'll probably pack up and go with him, but hotels are so...they're not home. And God knows there will be countless fits like the one Alyssa threw the one night when she couldn't have strawberry milk with her macoroni and cheese...But, he's worth it.
In other news, I bought Lys a guitar about a week ago or so, and we've discovered that the little one has a talent. She watches Chris intently, and between that and hearing the songs constantly, she's picked up on four of his songs already, and can play them perfectly. It's amusing to watch them, he stares at her in awe, and she does the same, then they both smile with this spark of excitement in their eyes. They spend hours upon end just sitting there playing together. I guess she's her father's girl in that respect. I'm really glad that she has him. There's something there...that they've found in each other, that is just so amazing...words can't even describe it.
Every day, I wake up, and my love for him is stronger than the day before. I'm not sure how that's possible, considering I love him so much I feel as if there's no more room in my heart for anymore love, but I prove that's wrong every minute of every day. He's a wonderful father...the best....the best husband I could ever ask for...and the best friend I've ever had. Everything you'd ever need in life, I've found in him.
I miss everyone....Randy, Brian, Mandy.... I feel as if I'm so out of the loop. We never get out, seeing as though we barely have time to think, and it's kind of like watching the rest of the world pass by you... Please, guys, stop by...come see us. There's no need to call, just drop on in. We miss you....and I don't know about Chris, but I'm missing adult interaction beyond him. *chuckles*
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