| Current mood: | depressed |
| Current music: | Chris - As Lovers Go |
*sigh*
I miss my husband. Alyssa misses her other father. My mother misses her son-in-law.
...and it's all because I'm an idiot.
I'm alone. I have his voice, but that won't help when all I want is his arms around me to soothe me.
I need to get out of this house...it's so empty...and lonely...and all it does is remind me of the day I fell to an all time low, and did things I could never imagine myself doing. But I did, and now I have to live with that. For the rest of my life.
I need someone...anyone...but then again, they won't be him...
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