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Thank God for: Reinforcing the message "Love is Sacrifice" which I learnt over Xmas this morning when I was at canteen duty with choir Showing me that Love is Sacrifice, and willing me to make sacrifices Bringing me home at the right time this evening Giving me the wisdom and courage to follow His will and take a first step out of the ordinary My dad prompting me to join in the conflict resolution My not disobeying dad out of irritation, biasness and pride My dad calling and cautioning my aunts on the importance of the meeting My willingness to 'sacrifice' by not avoiding but confronting and stepping into the pile of deep mess and sh*t Your being very much present with my aunts, mom and myself as we headed to older bro's place, and discussed our opinions and approach to take for the 'confrontation' Enlightening and empowering us, esp my aunts, with the right perspective, attitude, wisdom, compassion, love, and charity in speaking the exact right words at the right time to them My aunts' deep sharing of their own trials in their marriage lives My mom having the wisdom and ability to keep her cool and listen Showing all of us how fortunate and blessed we are in the current 'dismal' situation Showing him the problem exisiting, and optimism in the midst of trial Guiding her to a sense of hope and commitment to change My plucking up the courage to give my 2 cents worth I hope could be of help to them Overcoming my decade-long barrier, embarrassment and pride, and opening the gate to expressing my suppressed love for them Realising that my 'sacrifice' became a reward to myself Each of us coming out of the 'negotiation' as better people Showing all of us hope, faith and love amidst complete darkness Emptying us of inhibitions and appearances, and allowing the experience of real liberation and the joy that comes with it My aunt confirming and letting me know the impt role I can play in this situation My aunt being Your light and spreading Your word Joining us all in prayers Giving us a new beginning in 2008 Post a comment in response: |
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