Janaie (janaie) wrote, @ 2007-10-22 02:38:00

In the crazy hours of the morning, before the start of a crazy week losing myself in crazy work, let me just jot down a few words here.

Shared with C today over dinner, after a satisfying gym workout, where I am today. Told her that as I got to know Him more and more, I am ever thankful that He has chosen to work in me. Indeed, He has been so good, I should cast all my worries and anxieties aside. These are some things to be thankful for:

- Parents' love dished out in their daily actions
- Prayed to overcome my fears of leading prayers for the beloved choir, for I really hope there can be spiritual growth in this grp of lovely pple, and the emptiness and lethargy drawn out from the way we have been singing. Easily led the grp in prayer before teh start of our practice today.
- Prayed to overcome my fears of singing aloud, for this is what I am sposed to do in the choir. I sang aloud as the only alto today. (xtreme...)
- Prayed to live a more holy life, starting from returning parents' love in actions. Cleaned up my room just now.
- Maybe it shows just how little I am at home. I disappear on weekdays, and cannot be found on weekends. Returned home on Sun at 10 pm, and mom said, "You're back home so early today?". Enjoyed a chill-out time, listening to my fave music in the air con room while cleaning up my room. Did facial mask. Read my fave books. Asked mom to help with clothes.
- Decided to visit eye doc on Tues. He will heal me in this...
- Gotten over the issue bothering me again for the past 1 week, 2 weekends. Prayed to get over it. The process is difficult and takes time, but in time I would no longer be bothered by it. No longer will I repeat the predictable behaviour and responses to the inevitable happenings around, no longer is the process nor the outcome of earth shatering influence. What someone said has dawned on me to ring true... and I thank her for it.

Things I need prayers about:
- Eye infection which hasn't gone away for 2 weeks
- Facing boss and colleague tmw. To resolve conflict between colleague and me in the boss' pressence.

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