I've been feeling sick in the stomach since last night :( Tim is out of town for a re-enactment of WWII. I went shopping and got underwear at Victoria's Secret and later in the day bought a maternity dress since my clothes don't fit anymore. I also bought a small container of shampoo, lotion, body wash, and pads for the hospital after delivery. I bought two kinds - heavy flow overnight, and heavy flow ultra thin. I am 25 weeks pregnant now and feel my baby move a lot. I am very happy in life right now even though sometimes I think about the time and everything else I have lost. I wonder about the future and what life is going to be like as a mother. I also gave up on trying to be part of the family God put me in. I finally realized that none of them have ever cared about me. I wish I had disowned them sooner than I did.
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