|Current mood:|| happy and bouncy|
|Current music:||the sound of my mom and step dad arguing|
stuck in a weird place
this is the first time ill be writing in this journal and i think its kinda funny because i have sooo much to write about .
i have never had so much happen in one month... my boyfriend tito and i broke up again , thats like 5 times in 2 1/2 years :) ...but theres a twist i broke up with him and for good ! we had had a huge arguement the day befroe and the next morning he comes over gives me a kiss like its all good and drops two big loads of laundry ...i kicked him out of my house and he just did not get the fact that i wanted nothin to do with him .....well anyways this past 2 weeks i have been hanging out with my friends jorge,veronica,natalie and raimel ....which got tito very angry and jelous because i had never had many friends that asked me out places and they did .....they also invited jade which is my daughter .....this made him even more jelous because my self esteem was never high ...its actually always been on the floor because of his stupid ass....
well, anyways. within these two weeks i have gotten very attached to raimel because unlike tito he treats me like a person with feelings and not just an object that he uses when he is bored ...he took me out everywhere and he cared about what i was feeling and thinking ....he also enjoyed spending time with jade which made me extremely happy .....natalie and jorge encouraged me to give him a shot ...which i am currently doing ..but ....he left for the air force yesterday and im missing him like crazy already ....in a few days ill be taking my ex to court for childsupport and getting my senior pictures taken ....
i am going to try my hardest with raimel hes liked me for a while and im defenetly liking him i mean 1 week with him and ive already had a new experience ......drinking from a beer bong :) lol ill always remember that day and im sure raimel wont forget either :)