|Current mood:|| sad|
|Current music:||Globes & Maps-Something Corporate (thank God for SoCo)|
I'm so sleepy but I can't fall asleep. I've been up since 5 in the morning with stomach pains. It's not fun at all. I was hoping to go to Sam Goody with Jenny today but I doubt she'll go. I don't wanna be stuck at home with these pains, I need to hang out with my friends and I need an aspirin. I'm bored out of my mind and it's killin' me. So, that leaves me to sit here listening to music all day (which I don't mind listening to music since it's all I do anyway). I've been missing *him* again. I haven't seen him in 3 months and I'm hoping to see him soon. If I do see him, I don't know what I'll do. I know I'll be surprised, though. This kid...I don't know what I'm gonna do with him. I've been stuck on him for the longest time and Jenny has been joking about it (all in good fun of course). The longer he's gone, the more I wanna see him. Here I go again, talking about him. I'm telling you, it's scares me how much he affects me. I need to see my boy, J. He could make me laugh easy (crazy bastard) and I need a hell of a lot of that right now. I think I'm gonna go visit with him.