| Current mood: |  drained |
| Current music: | Anything For You-Evanescence |
Liar....
I Hold It All
When I Hold You
Today was so tiring. Me and Lauren stayed up till like...forever last night. I ended up going to sleep at like 3:30 and waking up at 5:30 and I think she got like...3 mins of sleep. Lol. We were watching movies and stuff. Were cool like that. I got the worst fucking head ache at school today though. I was slmost crying. It sucked. Kyle gave me a hugeeeeeeee hug though. I miss that boy and stuff. Mike effing, fell asleep. What a silly kid. Hehe. So, I'm just sitting here. I got so mad at myself last night. I was talking to Jack and I was like "I have no idea why I didn't walk you out to your car" and hes like "I was hoping you would" and I guess, we both wanted to kiss each other and stuff. He said he was going to try to come over today so we could try that out again, but I'm guessing he has work. Bummer. He's done with school for the summer Friday. Luckyyyyyy. I wish I went to his school, even if it is an all boys school, I'd effing loveeeeeee it. Haha. I'm gonna see if he can sleep over this weekend. Wooo. So, I realized I'm getting better at coping with chage. Go me. Hehe. I have been getting deja vu so much lately. I got it for the first time in my life yesterday and then I got it again today. It was so odd. Lol. I feel so out of it...like, my body is exhausted but my mind isn't. It's a strange feeling. I dunno. Things are getting tough right now, but hopefully I'll get through it. I usually do.
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