Just spent some time going through my old entries. They're funny to read now.. considerin' how much I've changed. My life's changed, the way I think has changed. Then I found this one thing and it just like, blew me away. I wrote this when me and Mandy first started dating..
After that.. we jumped into the lake and played around. Fuck she knows exactly what to say and do to make all the stress from the tour go away. To make everythin go away. At one point during our playing around I even told her that I felt like we were on some deserted island. Cause there was no one around, just this huge ass lake all for us. Whenever I'm with her I feel like I'm on some vacation, some trip away from reality where every single thing is perfect. She might as well be walkin' in green pastures with tulips bloomin out of her footsteps, cause that's almost exactly what it's like.
That wasn't a stupid thing to say, don't laugh.
I still feel that way about her. We've been married for a long ass time and I still feel that way about her. Is that possible? I never thought it was.. She still makes the stress go away, just like she did then.
Last night I was holdin' the babies, Mandy was sitting next to me and we were just watching them and talking. I think I'm officially gonna figure out where NeverNever Land is cause I don't want them to ever grow up. But yeah, anyways.. we were talking and I told her Trent took a dump. *chuckles* So Mandy jumped up and started laughin' and she's all "Go ahead" and I was like "What!? Come over here and change him!" And she just kept laughing and tellin' me to do it. So I was like "Aight, at least come grab Daniel.." so she came over, picked him up, and started to walk out of the room. Then I was all "HAHA, KIDDING. DANIEL'S THE ONE WHO TOOK THE DUMP." Holy shit she got pissed. She threw his dirty diaper at me and got poo all over my shoulder.
So I was covered in poo and she was on the ground laughin' her butt off. *chuckles* It's been awhile since I've seen her laugh that hard. Hell, it's been awhile since I've laughed that hard. She said in her update that she missed hearing me laugh like that, I missed hearing it from her too.
And yeah, I miss my brother. He's right here but I miss him like fuck.
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