random because its late...at least late for me.
soooooooo just read a whole bunch of entries from five years ago and i'd like to think i've changed but i don't really know for sure....i'm still super selfconscience. i still don't have a boyfriend/never been kissed/etc. so i think the only thing that has changed is that i gained weight.
its so funny i thought i was huge in college but i was actually skinny...hmmm where would that messed up line of thinking come from?
i was gonna write more but i think i'm just gonna go to sleep since i have to work in the morning.