|Current mood:||pissed off|
|Current music:||Will Young-Your game|
Well i didn't get off to a very good start with my journal, i probably come across in the wrong way but i really had to get it off my chest about how i felt, even though i think i have bitched to everyone about whats happened, so maybe it was good for me to get it all off my chest after telling people how i feel. I'm one of those people who has to get my problems out in the open i can't keep things bottled up it would drive me insane.
I think for the first time last night i missed my ex! i don't want him back at all, i think its just the fact that i miss his ways, its just crazy how you can miss someone and probably always love them and never forget them but you don't want to be with them thats just weird.lol. A few weeks ago when he called me he said he was over me, i don't understand! i'm not over him yet and i'm the one who ended it, maybe he just wanted to come across as if he was fine and couldn't be happier:-/
College is stresssing me out as usual, i ended up sort of having an argument with nearly all of my class yesterday over some silly little thing which is so stupid to argue about that i'm not even going to bother mentioning what it was about. Its awful they are all so young and immature i need to get out of there i can't wait to leave in june. I don't see any of them as friends i just see them as people i have to deal with for now. Its like they always compete against each other trying to "out do" each other. Plus i want money now so i can't wait to start working.
My love lifes going quite well though at the moment, its going steady with Rob i like him a lot...who knows.
I'm so gutted that Back To Reality has finished on TV. James Hewitt was very sexy, Ding Dong!;]why do i always find myself atracted to the older ones!? Simon Cowell!, Lord Brocket! ...crazy.