|Current music:||Eamon- Don't want you back|
Well this is out now, i'm out there on my own in the real world. I quit college today for good. I've had enough so i'm just working now at the same place but i enjoy it and its what i want to do! My mum and dad were a little upset but they don't mind as long as i'm happy and Joe is being very supportive i just don't want to let anyone down. I think too much about what others say or think of me i should just be happy. I'm trying to be its just such a big thing and a big decision but i'e been feeling like this a long time so its not a sudden thing.
But anyway i don't wanna go on and on about it.
Went out saturday night with Joe and we met up with Ann and the two Beckys:] I stole Beckys drink that she let me look after while she was dancing, i told her someone took it away and she believed me lol, I do feel guilty but i was drunk and found it funny at the time lol. I was so drunk though probably because i was mixing my drinks i had shots and vodka, rum and malibu...oh and me and Joe drunk the champagne i won before we went out so i did mix my drinks quite a lot. I can remember sitting there in one club about midnight talking, i don't know what about but i was talking to Joe about all sorts and then i just went blank and thought oh my God i can't think i'm drunk and i felt a little like i couldn't control my body. I took it too far never again!!
Anyway i have to go sort things out. And i think me and Joe are in love:p