| Current mood: |  annoyed |
| Current music: | Draconian - Daylight Misery |
Daylight Misery
This daylight misery just doesn't seem to ever end. I wake up every morning to the same bullshit from my sister and her boyfriend. It's 2 the point where I don't even want to go downstairs anymore. I get stuck with all the housework in the morning while my sister just comes home 2 take a shower and then leave. It's not like I don't have 2 work or anything. Then last night she said 2 me that she was trying to have a social life. I don't care if you have a social life, just help me around the fucking house. Don't just rely on me to do everything because you are 2 lazy 2 do it. Last night I washed all the bath towels and they are sitting in a chair. No one even bothered to put them away. So that means that I am stuck doing it like every thing else.
I'm really getting sick of my fucking house. I can't stand it anymore and it's driving me crazy. I don't even like leaving my room. My sister snags me all the time and then she bitches how there nothing in the house to eat. I buy shit at the grocery store but my sister is never happy. It must be nice to 18 years old and not have 2 do anything. I wish I had that option when I was 18 years old. My fridge in my kitchen is filled with booze and it's not even mine. I don't drink beer, I only drink whine coolers here and there. Oh and I also have a bottle of Jag in the fridge but that's it for my booze. I have 3 different types of beer in my fridge, it's all you see when you open the damn.
The other thing that sucks is every time I go to grab something we never have it. It's the most annoying thing in the world. I don't think anything would get done at my house, if I wasn't here because I'm the only one who does anything. I do it just so my sister can lecture me about what I did and didn't do. I think I liked it better when it was just me and my dogs at home. I'm the peace keeper at my house.
Draconian - Daylight Misery
Deprived of my treasure, my "aye" to life;
My peace of mind after sunset's occurrence
Away I walk to ye doleful masquerade;
My ravening and my words becometh aghast
The sun rises high, my feelings they die
Daylight misery... (leave me be)
Another day will go astray...
Another tear in this life so grey
If you ever saw me smile
You should know I felt sick inside
O, death, with thy ebony cloak sublime,
How abstract thy harvest rose doth fall
Consigned to the flames of woe in sweet modesty...
I renounce myself from the everdawn
No god is as cruel as god himself
It's time to show the true face
No life is as dead as life itself;
This earthly realm imprisons my soul
Innocence raped in the sunrise,
And I watch how the beauty dies
Another day will go astray...
Another tear in this life so grey
If you ever saw me smile
You should know I felt sick inside
Another day will go astray...
Another tear in this life so grey
If you ever saw me smile
You should know I felt sick inside
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