| Current mood: | melancholy |
I'm so scared that I'll never get put back together
Yesterday was the tree lighting in my town. I performed there with my dance school. We did a 15 minute show. It was fun. And frickin freezing!!! But still, fun.
I have this humungous pimple on my forehead. Ya know, the ones that actually hurt? Yeah, I can't even put my head on my pillow! Hopefully it'll be gone by tomorrow.
Oh school, oh joy! I hate my biology teacher. I hate her. She's a freakin Nazi! I swear. She's so scary. She's such a bitch. Everyone has to sit still and make sure they do everything perfect in her class. It's so neverwrecking everytime you go in there. I get so nervous that I might say something wrong or accidently leave my purse on the lab table or something stupid like that. If you do something wrong she freaks out on you. "Get out. Get out of my room. Get out!!" Uhhhhh... I'm actually looking forward to Chemistry next year.
My uncle left my aunt. She's alone with the kids, my cousins. He's such an asshole. She's afraid she's not going to have enough money for Christmas. It's a good thing they're not together though. He did this before, then he came back. I actually hope that he stays away this time. Teri-Lynn, my cousin, I miss her. I haven't seen her in about 2 years. She's my best friend. She has this unconditional love for me that it's like I can be mean to her and she can't be mean to me or something. It's weird. I used to take for granted whenever she was here and I'd get annoyed with her. But, the last time she came up here I realized that we hardly have any time together so I should make the best of it. And I did. We had a lot of fun. But she's was only here for not even 48 hours. Okay I gotta stop. I'm making myself miss her so much. I just want to give her a hug!
My birthday's coming up!!!! Yay!!!! December 17th! I can't wait!
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