Yeah I'm mad at you. Because while I always enjoy seeing you, I also remember explicitly telling you that I had a lot of work to do and it would be better if you didn't come by. But you did. And even now I'm still effected by how much SHIT I had to do that I had all day yesterday to do but didn't because you came by. And then you left at seven and I was sad so I got drunk and then just went around played video games to get my mind off of everything and then went to bed. This morning I still can't get into the groove because writing the first paragraph is the hardest and I can't do it. I can't focus and it's your fault.
It's my midterm. It's worth so much of my grade and it's hard enough to write on it's own without your distraction. Not only that but I need to meet up with sam at three and then go to class at five until nine and the paper is due tomorrow morning at ten IN THE LOOP meaning I need it done by nine am. And then thursday I've got two classes no time to get my photos for photography - I DON'T HAVE PHOTOSHOP I CAN'T WORK ON IT AT HOME. And I have that website due and yanno what? I'm not fucking doing it on guns anymore cause Id on't have the time for all that research so it looks like your out. And now I feel like this weekend is going to be ruined because you still haven't gotten the reservations. I would make them myself but I don't even know where we're going. And either way, all I'm gonna be able to thinka bout is all the work I need to be doing but can't because I'm with you. I JUST WANT TO COLLAPSE INTO NOTHING
And I can't loose my scholarship which is what's going to happen because I only have a 2.5 right now I need a 2.7. Are you getting this??
No more weekday visits - PLEASE
Whatever happened to "your school work is more important"? I'm so mad right now.
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