|Current mood:|| pissed off|
Well I dunno
Today was a day of incredible bordermosity. I woke up very late because i decided to sleep in for once. My mom was mad because I was supposed to be helping her clean the house for old friends that were coming from BC. I was irritated to find an email from my ex boyfriend asking why his new girlfriend has been having such a rough time on the net, with people bitching at her and so on. Katie (his girlfriend) and I are friends so i'm not mad at her anymore, and she says she told him that I wasn't part of all the bitching thats been going on. So the question is then.... why is he sending me an email that sounds like hes blaming me? Gawd! I'm just so pissed off. Even when we were going out, we would have few fights but when we did, I was always the one who ended up saying sorry even if it was his fault. Ya, like as if he is never the one who does anything wrong. But, you know theres only so much you can do, and if he replies back to the email i sent him back, all angry at me or something, i will seriously have a spaz at him because i'm so tired of it. My friends are right, he was never worth it, and next time i won't make such a big fricken mistake. As i say with great wisdomosity, there is something very wrong with boys. Anyhow, that was all this morning and afternoon. My moms old friends left about an hour ago and we just had dinner. That has basically been my day, to say the least it has also been crap for weather again so i haven't been able to get outside at all, which adds to the fact that right now my life is very boring. I plan to get all my friends together to go bowling in a week or two. I think that would be really great, and it will end off the summer holidays in a happy way, being able to spend time with them and all. The rest of my week is totally packed with tons of babysitting. Even though it does use up a lot of my time, the money is great and right now i'm saving up to go fall shopping. Which will be lots of fun seen as I've saved up a lot so far! Theres no one I would really want to talk to on msn right now so I have simply put my status as offline. Mom bought some banana cream pie (really good!) for while her friends were here, and I've noticed there is still lots left! I am so tempted to go and eat some but I need to remind myself I am trying to loose the weight i have picked up during the last month off of school. Since my parents are going all paranoya about rollerblading, i've decided it best not to rollerblade every morning and night for excersise, and instead take a run like my friend Laurel does. My parents are signing me up for soccer, and i am hoping that helps with excersise, because I have watched Laurel and they do one hell of a lot of running! Probably a good idea to do the running in the morning and at night then, otherwise i will have to sit down on my ass every 5 minutes! Well moms playing the piano right now (save me), and i think it would be best to go someplace like the basement where i don't have to listen to her play it. So thats all for now i guess.