im so pathetic..lol
gahhhh lee...............i swear if he were to come up to me right now, and ask me back out, i'd dump joe in a heart beat and go back out with him..its sad, but i would, just because i have never felt the way i do about him for no one else...and it sucks...but i have to live with it...we talked last night on the phone for 3 hours! it was great, cause lately we havent been getting along very well, and it has been the worst time of my life, cause i cant live without him, even as a friend, cause he understands me, and we have so much in common...he even said so too, how like if somone were to create a perfect couple, that me and him would be it....i was like yea we would, cause we have so much in common, and he said it was like destiny for us to met..and he did say that while we are in highschool that he doesnt want to date me, unless he knows we are gonna be together after college, cause he said that he knows if we were to go back out right now, that we would be together the rest of highschool, and i believe that too..and he doesnt wanna take the chance of us being together all highschool, and then going to college in 2 totally diff. places and having to break up, cause that wouldnt be easy at all...and i understand that..and he said that if we happen to go to college close to one another, that he thinks we could end up dating again :) he told me that he was just kinda upset when he heard that me and joe were going out, cause he didnt wanna see me with any other guy, cause i was the first girl that he ever REALLY liked...and i feel the same about him, and i dont wanna see him with any other girl...but, we did make kind of a promise..lol but im not gonna write about it...but i hope it does happen, cause i love him, as a friend and more...its something i've talked to him about and i think he wants the same thing, so hopefully it will happen...but after we get outta highschool, or when we are 18..lol he also said he wants me and hannah to college close to him and james, and theres a good thing that comes along with that..haha but im not gonna put that either....but anyways....he wants the 4 of us to go on a trip this summer and look at colleges and stuff, i think that'd be totally fun! but....enough ranting about daniel, cause i think thats all i ever do, but i cant help it..lol...
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