|Current mood:|| contemplative|
|Current music:||INXS - Beautiful Girl|
What can I say?
I really should stop browsing through depression forums. I'm not saying they're pointless, far from it. God knows they can be supportive and all that. Trouble is they can make me so miserable, I read these posts from people trying to reach out and feeling desperate. I try to reply but usually delete my post. What can I say that will make any difference? I also start feeling disillusioned with the world.
Gee, don't I sound a happy bunny in this entry. I'm not always doom and gloom, just sometimes I need to get something off of my mind. Somehow, typing it out helps. Puts things into perspective instead of remaining a jumbled mess in my head. A need to vent.
Time for another cigarette, me thinks.