|Current music:||The Impossibility Of Reason - Chimaira CD|
Chimaira = YES YES AWESOME!!!
*sigh*......music to my ears.....I'm just in a Chimaira mood right now....maybe because I've just about had it with my computer. The stupid piece of shit keeps kicking me off like every 10 min. and this stupid pop up ALWAYS comes up and messes up my comp, then I shut it down and it's just a continuous, viscous stupid-ass cycle!!! AHHHHH!!! I will seriously end up stabbing my computer and then electrocuting myself in the process....yep...that's right! I'm seriously in desperate need of a good new computer....if only I was rich lol man I feel like going into a circle pit and just releasing my anger, sadness.....just the negativity in me right now...ugh! If only I had a car I wouldn't have to depend on people for rides that give very little shit about my music and I would just go to every concert I could afford to go to and would want to go to. But it's just not the same without a friend..........
hahaha I want to lash out irrationally....and just go have some good ol' crazy, wild, loud fun! With NO disruptions!!
I really don't know what's wrong with me right now I'm just in a weird mood....not bitchy and not angry it's weird....meh!
You know what really makes me angry and disgusted......girls who flirt with guys JUST for their attention it's sickening and DUMB.....and when a girl meets a guy and ends up fuckin MAKING OUT with him in the SAME NIGHT!!! That just shows how much self-control you have, it shows that you're only using him for one thing and using someone is horrible and how easy you are it's UUGH!! And you see some guy who you know for a fact is an asshole but you would still make out with him just for the sole fact that he's good-looking. I don't know.....I think it's skanky and degrading, needy if you will. But hey these are just my thoughts nothing more....later