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*sigh*
so yeah yesterday I had to register for the LAST time @ Bell.....I'm gonna miss it...*snifflez* NOT!!! well.....yeah actually I am going to but that's ok cuz I don't have to worry about the waterworks till the end of the school year. But yeah schools starts in about a week and 3 days I think.....last week of summer....I am so NOT ready to go back yet cuz the summer has gone by WAY too fuckin fast......oh well...at least I had fun
Wednesday afternoon well afternoon AND evening I spent it with someone you would totally least expect well if you knew me you would think so....none other than my ex. Yeah I know I know.....you're probably WHAT?!?! all dramatic and eyes poppin out of the head thing...lol not really but yeah I know weird eh? This is how it went down eh hem:
He called me sayin that he wanted to hang out with me or do something tonight (well Wednesday) and I gave him a hard time and I started making excuses up ya know like trying to get my way out of it. And of course he caught on and started sayin stuff like "well it's ok if you don't want to I mean I don't want to torture you by makin you hang out w/ me" and so of course I feel real bad so after like 30 min. to an hour I finally say ok.
We end up goin to Ridgmar Mall and I had never been there before (nice mall though). Got some shit and then afterwards lol we sat there in the parking lot for like 10 min. arguing cuz I wouldn't tell him where else I wanted to go because I DIDN'T CARE!! lol but yeah then we ended up back in the H-E-B area (woot woot!) and went to Braum's ohh yeah the most happenin place! HA! And then sittin in Braum's we started having an in-depth convo about how it's convenient that I put out a hard exterior and facad when in actuality I'm not that at all because of all the shit that has happened in my life. And how I'm not fat and he's always found me attractive. Pretty in-depth I told you!
Then we went to the park OUR park (you guys know) cuz he's a pussy and he got cold lol. And then we just played on the playground and talked on the picnic table and he was like "If I was you I would think I'm a jerk" and I'm like WHAT?!! random you have now officially gotten the random award for today! And then started apologizing for everything he's done to me and for being flaky in the past. And I was like "whoa......you noticed?" Not out loud of course but in my head. In 6th grade when me and him were "going out" (yes we go that far back) I remember sitting across the room from him and he mouthed I love you and I just hid behind my book and giggled cuz I was only like....10 or 11...but yeah he remembered that and he said "I wasn't bullshitting then and I'm not bullshitting now I still love you and always will cuz you'll always have a place in my heart as a friend" Let's just say I was blown away. That kid is very random by the way. haha that rhymed. Anywayz and yeah we just talked a buttload more on how doesn't want me to move away next year and he's gonna miss me after high-school and I don't know what to think at all...... I mean he's still my friend and I really don't plan on going out with. I mean if he had asked me then I would have said no QUICK! Cuz I'm just sick and tired of those fuckin circles we would make. But I don't know......meh! I guess time will tell.....
On to different things....NORMA JEAN NORMA JEAN NORMA FUCKIN JEAN!!!!! today is the 8th and they're comin on the 22nd so we still have 14 more days. omg Norma Jean just makes me wanna piss myself in excitement....NOT really cuz that would be pretty gross.....but you get the jist. And next Friday @ Ridglea yeah.....those are gonna be some good times.
But it's late and I need to go to bed before my mom wakes up or she'll have my ass. I'm supposed to be getting back into NORMAL sleeping schedule for school (ugh!) oh I have something else to talk about but I guess it can wait till tomorrow or I mean today when I wake up...cuz I know this entry is gettin to damn long now........................................ I talk too much. Later. Smooches!
~*Blessed Be*~
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