| Current mood: |  ecstatic |
| Current music: | little bit of everything <3 |
sigh ...
well... i had a kick ass night last night... went to the 3 doors down concert with breaking ben and stained ... man its the most fun i've had in such a long time .. i went up with chris becky n frankie .. we met ryan up there .. then we ran into phil and kyle .. anyways .. at first it was just me and chris that went in cause becky and frankie didnt have enough money .. we were walking around n then we sat on the bleachers .. and guess what song came on .. "epiphany".. that was me and neils song ... me and chris were talking n i was like "i hate this song because of neil" hes was like " fuck that .. fuck neil .. this song is better than neil" then i just started laughing .. he put his arm around me while he was telling me a story .. aww.. lol anyways .. later on in the night when we met up with everyone .. we were sitting down at first .. then we got up and got closer .. me and becky sang our hearts out to the songs we knew all the words too .. i had so much fun .. alot of this songs reminded me so much of neil .. but every time i thought about him i would sing a song to becky and out his name in a song and she would make me feel better .. than i just kept lookin over a chris n he was like freakin out havin a good ole time so that made me smile too <3. after the concert on the way home me and becky sat in the back with phil and we were dancin with the music blarin .. it was great .. chris started a big beeping thing .. lol .. me and becky were yellin at cars goin by us .. man it was fantastic .. lol ... i havent ben so happy in a while .. well .. when we got home we drank .. me philly n becky played nickle and got plastered .. lol .. she was crackin me up all night long.. last night was the 3rd night in a row i stayed there .. lol .. phil passed out on the couch .. then becky n frankie went to sleep .. i got a blanket n layed down on the living room floor and chris was on the couch wtachin tv .. well .. we both passed out .. lol .. i woke up at like 6 am and went in chris' room ..lol .. then he came in like 20 minutes later . man .. i dont no what it is about chris but .. its like .. every day that goes by .. the look in his eyes change when he looks at me .. like .. hes actually starting to really care about me .. i like him more each and every day . i wish i was there right now .. i saw him for like 10 minutes tonight .. not even .. we drove up there to see if becky would buy us smokes ... but she was bein a lazy bitch .. she wouldnt come out on the balconly when i was standin in the driveway .. chris n frankie came out. chris kept tellin me to come up but i was like i cant leah will leave me .. so he started yellin to her and hes like " your gunna leave if angel comes up for a minute " but i went up later .. i walked in n he was in the bathroom so i sat on the couch n talked to becky n frank .. then he came out n hes like "wow u came up" lol.. i was like yes i did ..his smile thou when he said that .,. i wanted to run over and kiss him ..lol ..he was layin on the floor like a little boy .. it was cute.. haahaa*aww man .. do i miss his kisses ... we have the perfect kiss .. well .. its my kinda perfect kiss .. its like .. our lips lock right into eachothers ,.. no tounge ... just lip locking .. its like .. my upper lip is in between him .. and his bottom lip is in between mine .. it gives me the butterflies everytime i kiss him ..he makes me forget about the heart ache i feel because of neil .. he takes it all away .. i just wish he would tell me how he feels .. ahhh .. im going to go crazy thinking about him .. i get outta work at 4 tomorrow .. then im goin over there to hang out with becky .. i hope chris<3 dont have work .. lol .. then i can see him
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