So I'm kind of new at this whole online journal thing. I thought it would be a good idea to get some of these things out that I keep bottled up inside of me... lately I have been all over the place, emotionally. In a nutshell, since no one here knows my situation, the boy I love is now with someone else. It tears me up inside, because I know there is no way we can be together anymore (he goes to college two hours away from me), but all I want more than anything is just to be with him again. I have loved him since the second I saw him, which will be three years this summer. We have had a very on and off relationship, but this past summer everything seemed to fall into place. It made me love him even more, which sucked for me, since once the summer ended he left for college. I just don't even know what to do anymore. I think about him constantly and I just pray that maybe there still is hope for us. I just dont even know anymore though. :-(
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