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Aurelia (inbetweendreams) wrote,
@ 2005-03-04 13:21:00
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    It's always better when we're together....
    so my old beau comes back into town tonight for spring break... I wonde if I will see him at all. there's a party next friday at one of our mutual friend's house so there is a chance i will see him there. i have only seen him once since he got the new girlfriend and it is ackward between us. he gave me a hug hello and a kiss on the cheek...we had a little small talk, but we were at a party so its not like we could have really talked anyway. Then he just gave me a hug and another kiss on the cheek goodbye.. I was disappointed we didnt get to talk more but i have to keep reminding myself that i cant have him anymore. sometimes im scared i will never find anyone else who makes me feel like he does. i dont even know what it is about him.. my friends all tell me i could do better and so on, but to me, there is nothing better than him. if i could only be with him again i would never let go, thats for sure. i know time changes everything but its been 3 years, and the only thing that has changed is the fact that i love him more. i wish i could just tell him... maybe one day when the moment is right, when there are no other people in the picture, and when i know he feels it back, i will tell him. Maybe....

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