| Current mood: |  sad |
| Current music: | slipped away-avril lavigne |
yeah today was so-so
history- my poor sawah. i felt so bad for her. she went down to the office. so then i went down with her. i comforted her then we both went back.:(. i dont know if i could have gotten any madder at tom. seriously that kid is so wishey-washey its not even funny. i went over to ask him one question about the test corrections, then hes like "b" im like are you sure cause megans says "a" and he SLAPS me across the face and hes liek "NO ITS B NOW GO AWAY". *everyone laughs*..then he comes over when we were talkin about the green day concert in may. and im like "yeah its so cool me and kyla are proally going" and sarahs like "tom aren't you and elliott going" then hes like "not anymore". then i fucking start crying.
no one leave comments saying "omg i know how you feel" NO YOU DON'T. no one treats you guys like tom treats me half the time. i was so hurt i couldn't even explain it. seriously. and NO ONE understands. i bet im the person who gets most made fun of in the grade and NONE of my friends give a shit and they dont know how much it hurts me. like patrick has been calling me chubby and fat lately. seriously. i HATE guys.
computer- fun. me and noah were calling nina preppy. cause she was sorta acting a bit..idk weird. lol it was making her so mad. so i stole noah's necklace cause it looked cool.
science- eh boring.
lunch- like all the guys were at the football thing. so i sat by amanda and rachel..exciting. i know.
recess- it was so fun. kyla and megan were walking around listening to her cd player. so then i yelled "MEGAN WORKS THE CORNER OF 82" then danny m's like "corner of 82..what?" lol they all didnt get it..it was so funny.
homeroom-talked
innervention- i stole tylers seat.cause sarah stole mine. then i took the L.A test.
math- took a quiz. sarah, you owe me 1$. i had to borrow a calculator and she said whoever borrowed mine has to pay for it. idk ill tryto find some money in my room.=(
L.a- did buckle down.
so now im home. my mom started crying. todays her birthday and she misses her mom so bad. so i went in her room and comforted her. i hate seeing my mom cry. i wanted to cry to. i miss my grandma so much. my grandpa visits every now and then. he tries so hard to be happy. and its so sad to see him cry. i hate it. its so weird. i know its been like 3 or 4 years, but still, its not the same and NEVER will be the same.i remember being young when she was healthy and so happy. i would spend the night at their house once a year. and i would play "go fish" with her on the couch everyday. i know she would always let me win. it was the best.
anyways- i got my mom. bath n body stuff. 2 pairs of earings, and i drew a picture of herbert. she loved it all. she dosent know how much she deserves it.
sorry for the emotional stuff.
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