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today was different jsut like a vegetarian at a meat convention...
wow! havnt written in a week
its funny how one week can chnge you so much..its CraZy how only one week can steal a friendship re-kindle a relationship give you back the one person you trusted totally, it can totally go from shit to gold and pulverize u then put u on a pedistel and flatter you totally... friday has honestly been the best day of my life...i wouldnt change n e thing ...cept for the fact of i maybe would have gone to Angie's sorry ang! your an angel!
but then i nevr woulda got the chance to hang out with rahcelle ..or chnge things with booji and then my life right now as i know it would have been totally different.
god tonight would ahve been SO different, funny how fate grabs you by the hand and directs you where to go..
ill start from the beginning a very ncie place to start__________________________________________________
i woke up this morning, showered for the first time since wednesday. (ew)
got on the bus, which was different just me and Jesse Owen
got to school and totally ignored evryone avioded "the bench" and sat with daniel and rediscovered some tof the ebst friends ive ever had, while doign some really inportant history homework (right)
i was alte for history but fortunatly my teacher didnt freak at all...hmm
i didnt actually end up finishing my homework (like anyone expected me to anyway?)
but that wa sok cuz we took up our test which i got 87% on and then we watched a film!
second, which i was expecting to be shitty actually rocked my world. cuz i did nothing but mope around
then Pj came and we had an interesting "talk" (like anyone actually "talks" with PJ)
then soemthign odd happened...me and Mike talked? like not jsut small talk! we had a conversation on how we hate people and i wanna ram my kiwi spnife (its a spoon knife) down someones throat! twas interetsing
then i went to dance, which was insanely good considering it was dance! Ms.Farwell said she loved seeing me dance! :)
fourth was a freaking party with Mr.Best he is honeslty the best...and though he may be three or four times my age i think im in love with him (and so does rahcelle) i would not mind performing soem favours to boost my mark in that class ;) (haha that was pure and utter jks) (but he's still a hot teahcer) (i have a crush on him)
in his class we handed inour essay then had a reading period??
fifth we had a supply and she jsut passed around a sheet to say who was there and who wasnt..john is my god he wrote down that i WAS there! yay for john! so i skipped and hung out with wayne for most 0f the period then rahcelle joined us and we talked ats york! alsothen we were joined by jesse mirsky and made up a song about hi sexy jaw...ok well, we didnt exactly make it up but we improvised words!
"jesse's jaw has got it going on,i know it may be wrong but im in love with jesse's jaw"
gah good times....then we came downstairs and me and angie and andrea and rachelle and such..played dream phone...oh yes then mike jesse and astaire joined in...astaire and jesse soon afetr left but we stayed behind and anjoyed the worders of dream phone..gah i wish i could go back
then Lisa picked up me and rahcelle and supplied us witht he nutritional dinenr known as mcdonalds mm...mick deeeeeeeeeeeeeeees
we got home nd babysat all night we babysat Frank, vincent and ivonna while we braked for casually seirosu talks between running around chasign the children..twas amazingly fun..i always ahve a good time with rahcelle. i trust her once again i dotn even know what happeend between us i just hope it never happens again...
i wish i could have him back..today was to weird cant i jsut have the joy hold me without the fear it will eventually depart?
-so id wake up in the morning with the lights of the in the kneck of california where they undertsand the way that sorrow can hold u with the fear it will eventually depart, i spent a week drinking in ur thoughts and two more eating away the hangover. my stomach suffocating tied in knots.had conversation with myself and decided that i had poor health, so death was the only way out, solutions come to quickly when ur thinking all alone, thats when i saw the cocasian girl look at the plastic pink stars and scream what r u doing here tonight?~-
jus some scary wirtting above...
me and booji are uhh..breaking up
me and rachelle wanna take part in one of those TV dating games..
goodnight!
i msut go because staceys mom has got it going on...
~taylor best....;) gah rachelle...sick
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