|Current mood:|| complacent|
Who I am...I don't know. Scary huh? I know what roles I play but why should I be defined by roles? I know that sometimes I act fake...actually it is almost 100% of the time. Because I don't want people to see the real me. I haven't BEEN the real me for years. Why? Because then people won't like me. Of course, it's not like I have droves of friends either. Why am I so fucking depressed. I have a good life...I make good money, I have a job...I have family that loves me. What the hell is wrong with me?