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wow one little thing can make the world do a 360...
sorry this will be a long one because i have ALOT to tell................................
wow i walked into school today and none other than the person who hates me the most in the world (if you know me you know who this is) wanted to talk to me about yesterday...well it all began with me walking out of school and she flipping me off and my mom saw and she was PISSED she was going to go say someithng to her but i told her just get in the car and we did and as we were on our way home she turns the car around and says we are going to tell Jaworski. she told me to get the stuff that she had been saying on here and give it to her in the moring so i went home and got the stuff...back to today- well i was walking to the office to Jaworski the papers and -well here goes the convo as close as i can get it.....
she's BA and im AK (& at the beginning i was getting pissed so i was kinda yelling)
BA: hey alyssa
AK: WHAT DO YOU WANT!?
BA: Um i need to talk to you...
AK: WHAT DO YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT?!
BA: About what happened yesterday
AK: OKAY....?
BA: Well im really sorry i dont know what made me do it but i am really sorry and i want to put the past behind us...
AK: Well do you realize how many times i have tried? (i started to calm down)
BA: Ya i know and i am sorry and i know that we shouldve......
thats where it started and then we talked about the whole racial, korean pig, thing and i told her i wasnt about her and i can promise that and i told her i would take it off because i realized it was kinda rude...and then her mom came over and had her arm around us both- she was REALLY close to my face i was thinkin "um ok yeah its awesome your trying to help but GET OUT OF MY BUBBLE!" but i didnt say anything because i knew i had a good purpose. after that McCoy came over and we all went into the little library room thinger and we talked alil more and i told her i wasnt the only person she hurt and then we went to class... at first i thought her apology was her way to get out of trouble and then i talked to some people and realized this time she really meant it and was sincere. i knew that we were both ready to move on... and boy am i glad to get that off my chest and my back. Later i found out that McCoy had called her house and she got in trouble with her mom and that she was going to just call me but a friend told her to do it face to face and i think it took alot of guts to be able to do that and i think she did what was right and i just wanted to know why she did it, what i did to piss her off and make her hate me so much, what made her apologize and want to move on, and why when i wanted to move on we couldnt.....o well i may never know but i do accept her apology and i want her to know that...........
well yesterday kristen did have a game and she pitched and really well to- shes an awesome pitcher...i think some of the coaches dont want me there but others do and thats cool but i know the girls love it when i come and that makes me smile...
well this weekend i am going with my dad and to Nicks party (yay) i am purrty excited bout that and really looking forward to it.
well i g2g
Adios <3 Ya !!!
***Mw : * aH***
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