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shelby.....
ok so um yesterday shelby died nd i still didnt get her bracelete so me nd zach are wondering if we are going to get them ....m...yea well its sad.... but its good cuz now theyhave money for the bills nd to go toward the cause lol....um....well friday is our night nd i guess its going to be fun...well i hope it is...cuz last spa night wasnt as fun as the one spa night b4 cuz that time rach was flipping out nd we were in hiding to 45 mins...lol that was so nuts!!! it was so funny..u should have seen rach....she was like wat in the world are they doing....but i really didnt want them to find out that we were there...i felt like we were hiding from the police lol...its was so funny...cuz we were stuck in the corner or her room...rach was flipping out saying wat the hell are they doing here lol....it was so funny...neways...um well i found out that kids name...its adam lol ....um janet is getting me some info about him....yea.um...im really bored...omg yesterday i was really depressed so im ok today however im still like im fat nd ugly nd yea but its not as bad....but um i was also crying for like 2hours yesterday czu i was thinking about my dead brother nd how i really miss him... its weird cuz like i dont really know that many ppl who have a brother die just a year ago.... um well also im upset cuz we are going to canada on aug 5th nd comming back on like the 10th...so i really want to be home on the 8th cuz thats going to be the 2 years...omg im about to cry....like just thinking about it..... the whole thing was just like it was yesterday.... u doesnt seem real.... everyday i look at his picture but its like i wonder when hes going to show up even though i know hes not...so its sad... i really miss him ....yesterday i ate early nd then i got to go out nd me nd cassie hung out nd it was really fun....we were making fun of all the things that happened to these ppl.... nd we made up a song w/ all of tae saying that we have nd it was so funny....it was just like old times...lol.... i really miss being 6 nd not caring about wat ppl think nd just acting like an idiot lol...i wish i had my whole life saved on a tape so i can remember everything that happened...cuz i really want to know about this one time when we were saying something nd her dad came in the room nd we told him nd he was like oo yea that was really funny but in like a joking stupid way nd i was on the floor crying...it was the funniest thing ever.... it really sucks that neither of us remember wat we said cz im sure it would be just as funny.....well im going to go ciao!
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