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now my wednesdays r free. . . .
well, since sam and i so abruptly finished i now have free wednesdays. U c, wednesday used 2 b shag club at sams house an now im not allowed there anymore coz i got 2 "emotionally attatched" ! but. . . .when ur shagging someone who u fancied the ass off in the first place, ur gunna get attatched slightly?! arnt u?! well, i did but i find it hard to believe that he didnt even just a little,or we wudnt have fallen out in the first place! We only fell out because i shagged someone 2 get over him. besides the fact he didnt even know this person and we wernt even together in the first place according to him. . . why in the fuck wud this bother him?! so i know he cared...well, he told me that himself, but what he said was he wasnt emotionally attatched.......now u tell me that compleately goin spastic, not talkin 2 me, an bitchin about me 2 his friends. . . isnt getting emotionally attatched! coz he MUST have been to get so pissed off about the fact i got with someone after, so i could MOVE ON FOR FUCKSAKE! AND HES STOPPING ME FROM DOING THAT! none the less, i didnt want 2 loose him as my best friend, so i did what i NEVER do and decided to let him tell me I was wrong and say sorry, which is something, I DONT DO! but it was for the sake of our friendship i did it and its worth it because, i know we'll be friends for times now. I think this might make us closer,but i have agreed with myself,I CANNOT shag him again EVER, because the same thing will only happen and he'll just get scared ov wat he's feeling and back away saying he duznt want me. WHO wudnt want ME?! Im GREAT! inabit! x x x
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