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2day i will make gud!
ello. Well, another day, another time with me sat at the computer i have claimed as mine in media! I made up with sam, i think. . .thank god! i was sick ov arguing, and when u were such close friends as we were fighting with each others feelings is not an option! I went 2 jamies last nite an had a nice old sing song and session on playin his guitar. I didnt play thou, coz weneva in his presence every1 feels slightly intimidated but totally in awe of his amazing talent! he really is one amazing guitarist and hes getting used 2 his voice now which is gud, coz he has got a gud voice and when singing, iu know that recognising ur skill is hard. BUt so long as u accept its there and learn 2 work with it instead of against it, tis all gud! no wat i mean?! He was slightly upset thou coz hes worring my ol pal sal is goin off him slightly so i spent every minute between singing an playing, reassuring him that she still feels about him the way she did wen they first started going out. Other time was spent texting sam, with him just purely rowing me or insulting me so jamie then had 2 b the one 2 reassure ME! me,! the girl who duznt give a shit about any1 but her self (apperently!) nice 1! and then i waited 4 the bus coz i JUST missed it, i watched it go past. . .h8 it wen that happens! So i waited 4 my bus but twas ok, coz i had my walkman and time passes faster when ur singing along 2 urself an lookin like a muppet to every1 who walks past! so the bus came an while listening 2 my music sam was still txin me and bein nasty, so i said, "it seems all u want to do is row me 4 bein me irte now, u need 2 stop bein bitter an just accept the way things r, and that we cant change waht has already happened, coz otherwise theres no point in wasting our time and credit.so until ur ready 2 start acting mature. . .i'll be waiting. . ." an then he rowed me a bit more but started 2 chill a little after that, so twas good! then, as i was walking home i got WELL close to `a bird and it let me walk,like, well close to it-virtually, right next to it. I was WELL pleased with that! As i careried on with my journey it started to rain really really heavy! i was like SHIT. ., . ITS RAINING! at first but then i was listening to incubus-anti gravity love song, and it was amazing! the sun was properly shining yet it was a massive down pour! and i walked along the road singing aloud walking slowely in the rain and i was so happy! it was one of those defining moments in your life, where things are all put into perspective and compleate satisfaction and bliss fills you and i was just. . . so content! it was so strange! and wen i got 2 my house, i wanted to carry on walking. . . . and i considered it, but i went in, coz it was gettin late then anyway and my dad was like " why do you look so happy with urself?!" an i just replied. . . "i like walking in the rain!. . . . ."
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