Xbox live. Jesus. maybe its the fix once you hit the bottom. I've already gone down.
I spent this past weekend in Tallahassee. It seems easy to forget my troubles up there. Strange, since my troubles are so much closer up there.
I'm reading Gone With the Wind. Scarlett is complaining about why she can't be herself around men. Why she has to act stupid and faint. The thing that scares me the most is that it is kindof true. Men don't like women smarter than they are. I feel that there are all these mysogynisms swept under rugs that i'm just begining to find. That scares me though. I'm afraid i'm getting far too lost in all this and will soon start to hate men. Its bad enough that my sympathy for the lack of the male identity is starting wane. I need to put my girls away and stop thinking.
Allright this is being cut short. I'll try to come up with more, sooner.
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