|Current mood:|| discontent|
stuff about me...
ok im writting what i want you to know about me...it might not be much.
1. even though i look happy most of the time....im not.
2. i usually get annoyed by you whoever you are easily, even though i dont tell you.
3. i wish i could kill anyone and everyone who ever made fun of me.
4. i watch the wiggles. its such a good d@mn show. watch it sometime.
5. even though Mark says im very good at guitar for a beginner, i dont think i am.
6. i dont like being tall. at all.
7. i DON'T like being in charge. not one bit.
8. i am the laziest person you will ever talk to, meet, or whatever.
9. i hate anyone who tries to be something they are not.
10. i HATE when people copy me.
11. i can't stand snobby people.
12. i despise gym class.
13. i think rap is the most annoying-ist music, wait i take that back its not even music its just words, well like i said i cant stand it...at all.
14. it annoys me that almost all of my friends listen to rap.
15. anyone who makes me listen to rap...i secrectly wish to kill them.
16. yes i have cut myself before...but not bad.
17. i wish that i could be 16 so i could work at the guitar place i go to.
18. i absolutley LOVE hanging out with Mark,Denver,and Terrel even though they are all alot older than me.
19. sometimes i wish i was dead.
20. i dont see why my parents made me go to therapy...it didnt work.
21. everyone knows i will never get the money for the guitar i want. but i will get it so SHUT THE H3LL UP.
22. i want the people who talk about me to know this...thanks for making me the center of your world.
23. i am OBSESSED with guitars and music.
24. if someone took my music and guitar away, i would kill myself.
25. i really hate mexicans. no offense. i just do.
26. i cant stand posers.
27. i want to kill all of the preps to make the world a better place.
28. i know the words to almost every sone ive ever heard before.
29. i cant stand it when people forward me stuff.
30. i hate the color pink.
31. if i could, i would walk around in a big blanket all the time.
32. if my parents would let me, i would move in with Mark because he is the coolest person in the world. hes just like a teenager lol its unbelievable. no i dont like him like that.
33. i i had enough money, i would adopt all the homeless kids and give them all food and clothes and make them all happy.
34. if i could i would pick up every homeless person i saw and take them home. then give them money and help them get a house or something.
35. if i could eat/go to the bathroom/drink/ect. in my room, then i would probably never come out.
36. i dont like flowers.
37. i hate it when people ask me how tall i am and if i like it. no i dont like it.
38. the worst think you could do to me is take my music and guitar away for longer than a nano-second.
39. i still watch the disney channel. all the time.
40. i love computers, i am a computer geek.
41. i cant stand people who ask too many questions.
42. if i had enough money and a place to put them all, i would have every kind and model of guitar in the world.
43. you dont think so now, but one day i will be the greatist guitarist in the world.
44. even though i dont look strong, i could beat you down in a miniute.
45. i dont like fighting, it just takes up my time to play guitar.
46. i dont like when people argue with me or in frount of me.
47. when i go to olive garden, i re-arrange all the little sugar packs so they are in the same color categories. then amanda messes them up. then i do it again. then she messes them up again...it just keeps going on and on.
48. i wish i had someone who loved me as much as my parents do.
49. i am in love with Mark Hoppus from Blink 182.
50. at one time in my life i ran into a fire place, and i think thats why im so messed up now.
51. i dont like the fact that my hair is wavey. i hate making it straight every night.
52. i dont take a shower everyday. because i stay inside so i dont get dirty. i take one every other day.
53. people in general piss me off.
54. no one will ever know how depressed i really am inside.
55. no matter how much help my parents try to get me, it wont work. ever.
56. i dont tell anyone but travis how i feel.
57. sometimes i wish that i was a boy so that if i was ever in a band i could make it big time and no one would make fun of me for being a girl. but trust me im not gonna change into one lol.
58. i have a hermit crab named after a guitar brand. Gibson.
59. i dont like being alone i just tell people that.
60. when i say im not thinking of anything, im always thinking about guitars.
61. boi's are just a waste of time. they are only here to help make babies and annoy us.
62. i couldnt live without playing Halo ever again.
63. if i could pick one place to be all the time, it would be at the guitar place.
64. i get embarrassed to play infrount of Mark because i think he is cute. and because hes alot better than i am.
65. i dont like younge black people for some reason. they just annoy me.
66. i wish this song would end and get on to Stairway To Heaven.
67. i never liked travis as much as i said i did.
68. i absolutley hate burger king.
69. im not as stupid as you think i am. i just act like it because im scared of what people would say if they knew i was smart.
70. i dont plan on going to college even though i told my parents i do. i want to go to a musicians school, not college.
71. i love the song Stairway To Heaven.
72. when i turn 21 i plan to go out and get so drunk i cant stand up.
73. on almost everyone i see i pick a part of them that i wish i had or looked like.
74. i think Ricky Ulman is soo incredibly hott....you know? the guy from Phil Of The Future
75. I love Spongebob Squarepants.
76. i dont like wearing bikini's.
77. i hate getting my hair wet , besides the shower.
78. i hate guys with hairy chests.
79. if i could change one thing about myself it would be my confidence.
80. i dont really like coke. i love pepsi though.
81. i dont like spicey food.
82. most of the scary movies i see i say arent scary, but really i stay up at night bc i cant sleep...lol
83. i hate when people pick on other people. its not right.
84. no one but me can hurt my brother. no one.
85. sometimes i stress out way to much that i just start crying if something doesnt go right. like if my sock doesnt go on right....i wish i didnt have them.
86. ive wanted to try drugs. but im not going to.
87. im not as mean as i look if you dont know me. im pretty nice. i just look like it so no one will bother me.
88. i get nervous around around old people..and babies.
89. i wish i had beautiful skin, no matter how much i wash my face it just wont go back like it was. i dont have it bad just acouple here and there.
90. no one knows but, i secretley love shopping.
91. i dont like my face most of the time. sometimes i do.
92. i hate rainbows.
93. i hate when i snoop around and find out what im getting for xmas...even though i dont want to, i do it anyways and i hate it.
94. sometimes i feel like i could just runaway. but i dont. instead i just go for a walk down to the lake.
95. i dont like vans...they annoy me.
96. i wish no one knew that we had alot of money.
97. i love giving advice to people.
98. i think the only things on my body that i like are my eyes and lips.
99. i can never find the right things to say when im mad.
100. one day, when you see me on TV or in a concert on stage rocking out with my guitar, your going to wonder why you never asked me out.
Thats what i want people to know. i know i said i wasnt going to put alot...but i did. LOL. well im gonna go. later.