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A conversation
a convo i just had with travis....i ment every word.
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:01 PM]: hey
Tinfin 1331 [8:01 PM]: hey
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:01 PM]: how was the mall
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:01 PM]: ?
Tinfin 1331 [8:01 PM]: cool
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:01 PM]: nice
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:01 PM]: how r u?
Tinfin 1331 [8:01 PM]: good u?
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:01 PM]: shitty
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:02 PM]: :-(
Tinfin 1331 [8:02 PM]: whats wrong?
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:03 PM]: my head is killing me and im trying to be strong, but its not working this time. i still gotta do it if i wanna be happy
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:03 PM]: i feel like hell
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:03 PM]: i think im getting sick
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:03 PM]: but its cool, i'll get better tomorrow
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:04 PM]: :-)
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:04 PM]: so wut all did u do at the mall
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:05 PM]: ?
Tinfin 1331 [8:05 PM]: did alot of sittin walkin
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:05 PM]: wow lol
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:05 PM]: who went with u
Tinfin 1331 [8:06 PM]: mitch tom
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:06 PM]: nice
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:06 PM]: y didnt sealy go?
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:06 PM]: oh yeah thats cyle
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:06 PM]: lol
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:06 PM]: dont tell him i made fun of him, he just IMd me today....i kinda wanna stay friends
Tinfin 1331 [8:07 PM]: wanna stay friends what?
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:08 PM]: well i always feel like he really hates me and it kills him to be around me and he talked to me today and he was nice to me. i kinda want him to stay nice to me instead of always yelling at me
Tinfin 1331 [8:08 PM]: o okay
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:08 PM]: so um hows life
Tinfin 1331 [8:08 PM]: i had alot of fun today
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:09 PM]: thats really cool
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:09 PM]: im happy that u had fun today
Tinfin 1331 [8:09 PM]: yeah hows life for u ?
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:09 PM]: i guess its ok
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:09 PM]: nothing is going the way i want it to
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:10 PM]: theres always something im doing wrong
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:11 PM]: and someone is always yelling at me or critizing me for something i did or am doing....
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:11 PM]: i just dont know what to do or feel or say
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:11 PM]: im numb
Tinfin 1331 [8:12 PM]: then sleep it ouit
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:12 PM]: ive been trying
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:12 PM]: its not working
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:12 PM]: something is really wrong with me or something
Tinfin 1331 [8:13 PM]: no man
Tinfin 1331 [8:13 PM]: thats not it
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:13 PM]: i dont know what to do
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:14 PM]: im getting so depressed
Tinfin 1331 [8:15 PM]: well do whatever takes ur mind off of things taken shower playin ur guitar whatever
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:15 PM]: i tried everything
Tinfin 1331 [8:16 PM]: hmm
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:17 PM]: thanks for trying to help
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:17 PM]: it means alot
Tinfin 1331 [8:17 PM]: yea
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:17 PM]: so
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:18 PM]: i'll take some sleeping pills and sleep for a long time....maybe i will feel better someday
Tinfin 1331 [8:18 PM]: just find happieness
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:19 PM]: how am i suposed to do that. everything that used to make me happy is gone. its out of reach
Tinfin 1331 [8:19 PM]: how come
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:20 PM]: its slipping from me....i cant do anything right anymore. i cant make people happy anymore. i cant make them laugh. i miss something.
Tinfin 1331 [8:20 PM]: shit
Tinfin 1331 [8:20 PM]: why should u make ppl happy
Tinfin 1331 [8:20 PM]: stop carin about other ppl care about urself
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:21 PM]: i do care about myself. but i love making ppl happy. i like the feeling when they are happy with what i did. like they're proud of me or something....it makes me feel better
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:21 PM]: but im different now...
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:22 PM]: maybe when school starts i'll be better
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:22 PM]: im so alone
Tinfin 1331 [8:22 PM]: if u dont want to be alone y did u break up with ur bf
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:22 PM]: b/c i cant stand him
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:23 PM]: and theres other reasons that i cant explain
Tinfin 1331 [8:23 PM]: yea
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:24 PM]: i dont know what to do anymore
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:24 PM]: and im really sorry im pouring my feelings out to you, ur probably annoyed.
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:24 PM]: sorry
Tinfin 1331 [8:24 PM]: .nope actually im not
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:24 PM]: oh ok
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:25 PM]: but like i said.....im lost and i dont know wut to do anymore
Tinfin 1331 [8:26 PM]: i know how that goes
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:26 PM]: theres almost nothing to be happy about
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:26 PM]: yeah
Tinfin 1331 [8:26 PM]: make somethin
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:26 PM]: i dont jknow what to make
Tinfin 1331 [8:26 PM]: urself happy?
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:26 PM]: im trying
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:26 PM]: i dont know how anymore
Tinfin 1331 [8:26 PM]: yeah
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:27 PM]: oh well
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:27 PM]: anyways
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:28 PM]: so hows life
Tinfin 1331 [8:28 PM]: good urs
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:29 PM]: lol u already now how mine is
Tinfin 1331 [8:29 PM]: yeah
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:29 PM]: wut made u so hapy all of the sudden
Tinfin 1331 [8:30 PM]: lol i quit carin about what made me sad
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:30 PM]: lol
Tinfin 1331 [8:30 PM]: hey im wicked tired im gonna head to bed r somethin
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:31 PM]: me too
Tinfin 1331 [8:31 PM]: im sry i cant help u to much
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:31 PM]: no
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:31 PM]: wait
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:31 PM]: ur helping me more than anyone ever did.
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:31 PM]: and i wanna thank you
Tinfin 1331 [8:31 PM]: yeah
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:31 PM]: thanks
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:32 PM]: well um sleep good
Tinfin 1331 [8:32 PM]: yeah u to dont let things bother u so much just relax and forget
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:32 PM]: i am now
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:32 PM]: thanks for everything
XxHaLoRoCkSxX [8:32 PM]: night night
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