ashley (ibesexy) wrote, @ 2003-05-07 04:01:00

i got a dolla... i got a dolla... eh, you know the rest.
i can't believe i'm still up. -sigh- it's 3 in the morning.. and i can't sleep. i'm so sick of this, but whatever. i gave up on sleeping a long time ago. i'll go to sleep at 6 like i did yesterday and sleep until 2. might as well, right? nothing else to do. i love dr pepper. it's amazing.

so i talked to melissa yesterday i think it was? or the day before. when she moves down here we're getting an apartment together. it's gonna be bad ass. we agreed that the reason we don't get along all the time is because we're so much alike. it's weird. like, i freak her out? lmmfao. i guess it's cause we do some of the same things. -shrug- i don't know.

i miss my baby. ;[ he's 19 months old. -sigh- i can't believe how fast time has gone by. http://www.poppyq.com/ash there are some pics of him and me that were taken about 2 weeks ago. he's grown so much. he's so big! when i took him to see shaun the other day, he kinda hesitated on going to see him. like, he didn't want to. as he gets bigger, he's becoming more and more of a momma's boy. ;] i love it! i asked him if he wanted to go see daddy and he said no! lmfao! i was like.. "yeah.. we don't like him!" lmao. he loves his daddy. and i'm glad he does. it's just like that saying.. "every child deserves their father, but not every father deserves his child..." i don't know. shaun deserves brayden. he's done a very good job in helping me raise him and i thank him for that.

mother's day is just right around the corner, in a few days. this is my 3rd mother's day. -sigh- i can't believe it! time is going by so fast. i'll be 19 in less than 7 months. it's so weird. it's time for me to get my stuff together and get prepared for life. i'm gonna have to get out of my partying phase and into my "get your shit straight" phase. it's about time. i'm just glad i'm single now. no distractions.. just me and mah boy. -shrug-

goodnight.

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