|Current mood:|| crushed|
If my emotions had wings..
Well. Let`s talk about the dance.
Everything was kickin` and such.. until I told Jen`s boyfriend she didn`t like him. ( Which was true, she thought Frailer was hot and had a crush on Jon Saylor ) And he got pissed. Jen was actually giving blatant hints that she didn`t like him, and I just made it more clear.
So he kicked and stomped off.. and I initiated to Bobby that he should go out with Jen.
I dunno why. It just sort of kicked into my mind, and I wanted to trounce myself afterwards. Even though I kinda hate him, Jen was getting mega-sloppy seconds and Bobby is notorious for bad relationships. The metaphor I used for him was
`` He`ll steel your heart. Crush it into pieces ; try to fix it with superglue.. break it again.. and then throw it away into a dumpster.. ``
But Jen didn`t care. She just wanted Bobby. Bobby didn`t care. He just wanted a girlfriend.
I`m happy.. and I trust Jen. And I sort of trust Bobby, I guess. It just shows I want friendships more than relationships.
Sure, I guess it really is a big kick in the stomach for me initiating something with Bobby and Jen, when I really wanted to work things out with Bobby. But I guess I put it on myself. Definately not their fault..
Jen spent the night and we did basically nothing but talk and watch music videos. I think she wants to kill all the members of Simple Plan. Lol.
New Sn: OMGBRITISCOOL
As for Lex... well she was rocking it up on the dance floor.. and danced with ZACH. Thats all I gotta say.
Boobsie Boustier rocking out, dawg.
PS. Zach was doing belly dances for $$. I gave him a dollar. Word up homes.