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Ten Little Known Facts About Me..Just for the sake of insecurity. 1. I attempt to combat the feeling on inadequacy with cosmetically changing my appearance. New eyeliner or hair color, new make up routine in general..bronzers, tanning, etc. 2.I take almost everything personally, I always have. 3.I still think about the maybes and what ifs from years ago. If I had rethought what I said, or dressed differently, anything, every little detail. 4. An Ocean, 7 time zones, A different continent, a differeny country, A different hemisphere entirely..but Istillmisshim. I think about him almost daily, if not daily. I'm not a girl cut out for summer flings, that's for sure. He's engaged now, I was excited for him. I wasn't attracted to him when I first met him, and I don't think I want to be with him now romantically, I just..miss him. 5.And state side, I'm sick of being alone. It's so bad that it's to the point that if Adam called I'd go run back to him, hell i have fairly recently, who am I kidding. The situation, however, is not desperate enough to where I would call Nick Cuff. 6.Some of the people I love the most, some of my closest friends.. I've either been around too much lately and they're kind of irking me, or I haven't hung out with them in the longest time and it's killing me. 7.Back to the past, that I seem to live in, There's a boy I used to care about, a lot. But things have changed completely, and i see him from time to time and we talk briefly..I guess so it won't be awkward silence...but I've been thinking about asking him to hangout, just as friends, because I think we'd get a long really well. 8. If I could go back in time I would apply myself in highschool and work as hard as a I could, instead of telling myself I would and then slacking off. Then I'd have a better chance with Cornell, thinking about it makes me sick. I don't think I've wanted something to sadly. 9.I spend hours trying to figure out why I'm never good enough, or why I'm not as good at meeting people/getting involved with people, as some of my best friends are. It seems like they could have anyone they want..and me..no such luck, but then again I only go after those who I know I can't have. If I look at it that way then I guess I'm lucky, because even the people I thought I had no chance in hell with, I talked to, even if only for a few weeks. 10. Brand New and Coldplay make me cry, because they illustrate or provoke a lot of memories. Post a comment in response: |
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