Drew (howky523) wrote, @ 2004-11-23 00:50:00

A Diner
I was talking with loucks. he was talking about how cool ness was b/c he could talk with her...like have a real conversation that wasn't about stupid shit...i guess the reason her kak and i used to go out on the boat. anyway..it hits me, thats what She is to me...not ness, but the she from the summer.

I avoided her b/c i was a pussy. b/c she wasn't like the others i'd been with. she wasn't physically like them, but by the same token, she wasn't ugly. maybe i was intimidated by being in a relationship with someon who could call me out and see through my bullshit.

Anyway, i call her. we go to diner...from the time she pulled up next to me, i couldn't stop smiling. i felt like a little kid. our dinner was great, our coversation better. we talked for hours, and it was awesome.

Do i want to do this? after all she's here in HC and i'm not. she's in high school and i'm not.

I'll ask her to the pledge dance. and we'll go from there...i'm smiling just thinkin about it...

What was ironic is the old called me up while i was talking online to the new. before the call i was laughin and happy, during the call i was back to the old bummed out, nothing to say bs. i hang up, and i'm back to the good...how telling huh.

Yeah..this is where it's gotta go.

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