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mending|the|wounds (how_lovely) wrote,
@ 2004-05-04 10:17:00
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    Current mood: worried
    Current music:blindside

    where the sun never dies....
    i feel so worthless
    i feel like i do absolutely nothing
    i feel like a huge failure

    i hate not having a job, well a stable job. i hate the fact that i went to college for 4 years, suffered through all of that for a BA in fine arts photography and i have nothing.

    i hate the fact that josh gets up and goes to work, and i just lay in bed dreading to start my day of nothing.

    i hate the fact that i can't really apply for any jobs right now, because we're going to be so busy this summer with youth activities that no one will hire me because i will be asking off for so many weeks.

    ugh......i hate feeling this way. i hate feeling that there is no purpose for my life each day. i hate wondering to myself, will i ever become anything? or will i just remain the loser that i am.

    i need that confidence that you have found, that you speak so highly of.


    where oh where are you self confidence?
    your not so best friend,
    whitney



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