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Fuck White Supremist Skinheads!
You know, everytime I sit down and ponder about the world, I see myself trying to do something good for it, but something in general that people will look back and say "Yeah, the Jay. He was sumthin." Anything. So I go play my guitar, I workout, I am good to practically everyone I've known, see, or feel about. I love lots of people, but some of them even more. And then I go out last night to see the beloved Wednesday Night Heroes and there was a bunch of Skinhead punks looking for trouble. The rest speaks for itself.
My mom dropped me off at the show outside Stars since I had dinner with family and friends at my parents house. I get out and I see Miss Savannah (girl I met at Bad Religion) so she comes to me and makes out. I was like okay, but wasn't about to throw her off either (nigh). So I go in and The Dance Floor Disasters were playing and they are a good punk band that are pretty young (ages 14-17) and could get the crowd going. I knew of them, but never saw them play. They were quite enjoyable and I later gave my respects to them. Roach, Staples, and RoRy came by later to hang and get a high. As we were outside I see a familiar face and who did I see? Miss Kaeli. I go up to her and pick her up and squeeze. She turned and gave me a kiss and she would later be around me for the rest of the night. So when we were outside all getting a buzz from the pot being passed around, I saw a guy constantly looking at me. He was a skinhead, having his eyes glare at me. I told RoRy and he said that if he did anything to me, he would back me up. I felt a little uneasy with this fuck constantly looking at me, but I shrugged it off. When the W.N.H. started up, I felt very laid back, relaxed, and I got into the pit. I met a girl called Raynne whom I had seen at New City on Friday night. I introduced myself to her and well we hit it off pretty well. I mean she is pretty, but I don't really wish for anything to come out of this friendship. So she had my back to.
So here I am with my buddy Mike (not the "Helloween Mike" Keith) who is Metis and we were going around in the pit having a good time, when a skin took down a street-kid who's name I cannot remember. He hit him and called him a skid, who does nothing but loot in the garbage. That pissed me off because this a place for fun, and it was an all ages show so all these teensters were getting exposed to this shit that did not need to be there. I got into it and pushed each other away but the skin kicked me and I flipped. I mean, you did not want to be in my pathway. I don't care if you knew karate or any of that ninja, romper stomper shit. The last thing you want is an aboriginal getting mad and having to fight. WE never lose, you would have to kill us in order to win cause we just keep coming.
So hear I am, defending myself, and helping out some of the people who were getting assaulted from the racist Nazi-punks. I took down the "leader" of the group and started kicking him in the stomach. His buddies tried hitting me, but that did not work at all. I eventually got pulled off by RoRy and Def Pat. This is when Courtney (who is like a lil sis to RoRy) got hit by one of the fuckers. It started up all over again. I swear, RoRy must of taken out at like 3 just like that and by that time Graeme from the W.N.H. took the mike and said to the Nazi punks to get out of here. This is a place for fun, not for stupid shit to happen like this. They left and I was being hold by Kaeli for comfort. People came up to me, showing respect for my cause and for that I will stand up for people and try to bring peace to the situation. The show on the whole was excellent and when the end came, I was exhausted and just wanted to hang with Savannah, Kaeli, Sin, and RoRy. We got out and the the skins were waiting. A fight broke up between some of the skins and the people who they called "Skids". Again, I hold them back and one of the guys had a knife and took it kinda on my arm/shoulder part. Wasn't deep or anything, but it made my t-shirt a little stained. I threw the fucker to the door and told him to get out of my site. The cops arrived and hawled off some of the skins but one of them threw the rest of his food onto the ground and told me this. "Eat it, I thought your Creed enjoyed eating garbage." and left. I didn't know what to say. It's one of those things that you can't really do anything about. Your helpess. I mean most of my friends problaby don't go through this cause they are for the most part WHITE! while I help other and get treated like a fucking indian who is nothing. I did not cry, but I felt angry, and just plain helpess. Kaeli, & Savannah held me and my Metis buddy Mike started to cry. His girlfriend held him and both came over to thank me for everything that I had done to help the situation be better.
I walked home with Kaeli and I look out to the stars just thinking of what just occured. I had never really expected the outcome, but it did happen. I can't really in words of what happened, but for the emotional feeling, it is there and it is strong. I will not let fuckers like the skins take my morals, my soul, and my spirit down. Kaeli took me up to my door and kissed me goodnight. Immediately when I got in, I told Jon (who was furious) and I picked up the phone to call Sean. I told him to meet me on Monday at the Gazeboo with Micheal (whom I think knew those guys), and Chris. I need some friends to help me out plan for what will happen now. I hate skins! I hate them! They are nothing but WHITE FUCKING TRASH! I mean, I feel okay now, I actually feel quite happy. I mean Keith and me are good and that's what I was worried about over the weekend. This problem I have will never end just cause it has been going on for hundreds of years. But I thank you all for helping me out. I enjoyed the show, I enjoyed having my buds around, yes Keith we shall get this band rolling and sure as hell your not missing Warped Tour! (did I say Strapping Young Lad is coming to Red's on May 31st? An actual metal band will be here damn straight!!!!), and I especially enoyed getting to know some of the young woman. Raynne was actually 23 which surprised me, but age does not matter. Thank you all for coming out. 3 Inches of Blood is next Sunday and Monday. Covenant (they will do signings at HMV at the downtown center on May 27th, 1:30pm!) & Sum 41 on May 27th, and Strapping Young Lad on the 31st. I will be at all so if your there, we shall see each other. -(JaY)
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