First Date. . .
Well the hungry yen asshole spy is up to it again! this time he has someone who's wanting pictures of me! I can't think of who and he says they're not in the office so I don't know who. . . but he's been putting pictures up apparently on the bulletin boards of Tsuzuki and Hisoka and Watari and me in private moments. . . he even took a picture of my hicky which is actually almost faded. I guess I couldn't keep my healing powers from letting it heal quickly apparently. oh well. but I'm still mad at Takara for taking those pictures of me and not telling me who they are for! grrr. . . he was even filming me and Watari when I went outside when I was furious at him and was taking pictures of me then as well! I sent him into a sleep spell though with my violin so he didn't bother us for the rest of lunch.
Anyways, Watari and I had our first date yesterday. It was so nice! and fancy too! I mean it was on the ritz part of town so I guess it was. Both Watari and I got a fish dinner. It was excellent and the view from our seats was amazing! I could see the town all around me with the lights flickering against the velvet night sky. After dinner, Watari had a surprise for me. He took me to a concert in the park! They had a whole symphoney playing wonder classical music and even a fire works display at the end. It was so magical I guess you could say. We got home and we both went to bed. . . I wanted to do something nice for Watari to thank him for a wonderful night that I had. . . I thought I would um. . . give him oral pleaure. He wasn't ready to go that far. I understand. I guess I'm rushing it a bit. I want to be with Watari. I mean I love him with all my heart and I want us to share that moment together to show each other that we both love each other with all our hearts. He's not ready though and I mean it would be his first time. . . good grief I feel like a man slut now. I mean I would like to give my first time to Watari but that was taken by Muraki. . . . many times in fact. . . then Tsuzuki and I had that fling. . . then 003 raped me. . . I know that two of those were not my fault but I just feel like I'm a fuck toy to be shoved around. I mean I cared very deeply for Tsuzuki but I think we both just pitied each other and that's why we did it. But those other two times and one of them being many. . . I felt so dirty. but I want this to be a pure experience and I know it will be. cause I'm with the person I love.
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