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Life
I needed a place where i can write down my thoughts. I don't really like talking to my friends because they have enough to deal with. My best friend, her name is Kaite, recently had a baby. His name is tristin and he's adorable. She's dealing with baby daddy drama. She has this other friend named emily. She's always talking to her or talking about her or hanging out with her. She makes set days for them to hang out so they see each other once a week. We're hanging out for the first time tomorrow in three weeks. She's been my best friend since my junior year of high school. She just started hanging out with emily like six or so months ago. Emily has this super annoying voice. It's one of those high pitched squeals. I get the fact that they both have kids but still.
My next best friend is catherine. She's busy with school and her boyfriend. I feel like she doesn't have time for me anymore. She's either doing school work, which i can totally understand. But sometimes I think that she'd rather hang out with her boyfriend.
I've recently realized i'm in love with a good friend (who's code name is blueberry) of mine. He's always been there for me and i've liked him or awhile. He has a girlfriend who's a total bitch. She made her best friend get me to like him so i would leave blueberry alone. Well, me and blueberry stopped talking for a little while and we recently started talking again. And he told me that he's no longer happy in his relationship yet he doesn't want to hurt her feelings. So i don't know what's going to happen with that.
My sister has a way of making me feel guilty when good things happen to me. Which is not often. When i got my job, she was so mad whenever i talked about it. But yet, whenever something happens to her, everyone is supposed to be ecstatic. She has a finace who is so annoying. He's so negative all the time and he has no sense of humor. They fight constantly. Every night it's the same thing over and over again. She gets mad because he falls asleep. But he's here everyday, from like nine in the morning til midnight. It gets old, fast. She's a hypochondriac. She's convinced there's something wrong with her but I strongly feel it's in her head. She only gets "sick" when the attention is on someone else. Now apparently she needs a shrink for her problems. I wanna know what kind of problems she has. She has no job, so there's no stress from work. If her and her fiance spent a little time apart every now and then, maybe they wouldn't fight so much. I dunno.
But on a brighter note, i've been promoted at work. So i get a raise and all that good stuff. It's pretty exciting.
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