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Fuck...
I've had about enough of blueberry's girlfriend. if i see her again, i will stab her in her eye. blueberry and i are no longer friends because of her. according to her, we weren't friends. whatev. she's a bitch. and i wouldn't feel a bit sad if she died. i know that sounds mean, but i don't care. she's fucked with me for the last time. i'm not dealing with it anymore. i'm not in high school so she should just save the drama for there. start it with someone who cares. cuz i don't anymore.
as for todd, whatever with that too. i text him one day, and did i get a response? no. i don't know what i did to him but whatev.
work is pretty good. pretty much the only good thing going for me. without work, my life would be a black hole of meaningless abyss.
have i mentioned i hate blueberry's girlfriend?
okay..here's the story.
we haven't hung out for awhile. so one night he asks if i wanted to hang out. so i was like sure. we went to walmart, then to the park, then to dunkin donuts where we just talked. we talked about everything. we talked about how he wanted to break up with her because he wasn't happy anymore. so i get home around 2 am, i had to wake up at six too! so i get home around 2 am, 230 comes and i get a text saying she broke up with him, so i talked to him until 3:45, then i fell asleep. i get a text around 6 saying that she broke up with him because he was with me. how lame. anyway, that following night, he came over my house and we watched the notebook and ate ice cream and the entire time he had his head on my shoulder. so friday comes around, i just got out of work and i get a text from the bitch. she started being all rude, asking what we did, implying i slept with the kid. which i didnt. so i just shrugged her off. the next day, blueberry text me saying that they were back together, i told him that i didnt appreciate her texting me being rude and implying i'm a whore. i then signed on to facebook where i saw her status saying she wanted to kick ass. and i'm thinking that was aimed towards me. she can try if she wants. but i can guarantee she won't get far. i'm tired of all their drama. so now i'm not talking to blueberry, which might be a good thing considering i'm flippin' in love with the kid. it'll give me time to move on. it's sad too. cuz at one point he was my best friend. i told him everything and then he turned into my everything. which is probably why i feel so empty. like a piece of me is missing. it sucks.
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