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Are you in or out?
I'm not feeling anti-social or anything, but there are times that I would love to blend in the wall.
It always happen in class. well, let's just say that I have this strange behavior of not wanting to be noticed, so might as well turn invisible.
Hindi ko masisisi ang sarili ko. Sa simula pa lang, ilang na ako sa kanila. Still, I gave them a benefit of a doubt, baka naman kasi mali lang ang akala ko. Pero, habang andun ako sa tabi at nakatunganga, habang naririnig ko kung paano sila nagsisiraan sa isa't isa, lalong bumababa ang tingin ko sa kanila. Nakakalungkot isipin na sila-sila na nga lang ang magkakasama, sila-sila pa ang nagsisiraan. Papaano pa kaya kung ibang tao pang katulad ko?
The worst thing I've heard from them is, "Sige na, sabihin mo na sa amin para in ka." It's their way of convincing me to share my *concept with them. Since when did I conform to their twisted standard? If that is their idea of being "in", I might as well run stark naked in the hallway and shave my scalp for the world to see! Ah, you can never tell how happy I would be when I see their mouths hang open in shock.
*evil laughter*
Our society's designed to make people miserable. People derive pleasure from gossiping. The topic gossip was featured in "Kapuso Mo, Jessica Soho" before. In her coverage, she visited a place notoriously infamous for its gossipy dwellers (It's somewhere in Baclaran and you can just imagine, mapa-bata man o matanda, mga adik sa chismis!) Good lord.
How often do we see these characters? Oh well. Virtually anytime, anywhere. I guess I have to prepare myself to see more of them once I step into the real world. Would I suck up to them to gain their respect? No. I won't be as low as them.
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N.b. I'll be taking a month off from blogging.
Have a happy holidays everyone! ^_^V
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