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sorry i ment to write about sat. yesterday and oh my god i didn't get to, sorry
SAT: well we picked him up from where he was staying at and we went to the picnic, mom kept trying to ditch us and so when she went to play bingo me and him walked around and found some stands to sit at. it was fun we sat and talked, we kissed too but that was all. the sad thing is, that i somehow knew how he would kiss. and it still took me off guard. it was like i can't breath.... he stole my breath away. but i guess i got even and sort of took him off guard too. saddness he could read my kiss though, urrrrrrgggggiiiiiiiiiii. oh well mom found us we were together for for at least 4 hours. and it was fun i loved it and i really do believe i love him. sad i know i know, but ive never felt so close and relaxed around anyone so i loved it!!!!! he asked mom that whole permision thing now for dad. i feel so bad.....poor thing we love him though.
SUN: he was droped off at the house me and mom took him back to town and dropped him off at his place our good friend was haveing some problems so me and her spent girl time in town me and mom were doing our arrends and spending time with our girl. my boy was brought up in conversation and i was given the stamp of approvel that we could date and out he walks from the store that we were just walking into so i called him over and told him we could date he was like odd it took him by supprise. we droped our good friend off and went to see him and told him some info about a little boy that is used to always getting his way that wants to fuck with our relationship. and he said that it was up to us not him about how long our relationship lasts. in which case i do believe that this will last a while. odd how i havent panicked yet... but yeah i do hope it lasts. he called mom booted me off the phone she needed to call back home and then when she got off the phone it was i'm gonna say 10:45pm i called him and we didn't get off the phone until
1:30am mom was pissed i told her at least it wasn't long distance. then she said that dad didn't know i was on the phone so yeah i let him go and my nose would not stop itching in traslation to that..... he was thinking about me. it was cruel.but i know i got even. hee hee
Today: i have no clue whats gonna happen. he had to go to another town today and yeah,.. i wont get to talk to him until 4:oopm i should sleep somemore.
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