| Current mood: | and worthless |
| Current music: | darkness by:sea of green |
never fails something always fucks it up for me
i don't know what to think anymore, my self worth has droped a lot. i feal worthless. i don't know what to do anymore. i just so hope that people are happy for i am in misery again. thank you alli hate two assholes. they used me and i was needy and now my past fucking comes back to bite me in the ass. and i actualy like this guy and i don't know what he thinks about me anymore....... so FUCKING HELL I HATE ME! but i guess i'll always see these scars too. i hope he still likes me,... and that it changes nothing.i'm actualy in tears right now. i hate this always.... something fucks it all up.i should have known, i was too happy. i need to drink and i still don't so that's a good thing i guess. well should anyone read this i'll write more later, hope it will get better for me if you want or you can hope it get's worse either which way only tommorow will tell.
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