| Current mood: |  depressed |
| Current music: | mom watching 'bridget jones's diary' |
and i wish that i could find
my little place in the light
instead i close my eyes
and wonder what it would be like
if i were someone else
cause being be just doesn't feel right...
knifeyard
why am i so lame that every post i've been making is made up of quotes. have i lost the ability to form functional sentances? in all honesty, i think its because im too much of a fucktard to verbalize anything i've been thinking. the things i've been thinking lately are not appropriate for an online journal, anyway. yeah, so im depressed. that's my life, that's who i always am, that's how i've always been, that's how i'll always be. i just hide it better than others most of the time. it's just... i've been more depressed than usual lately, to put it as simply as possible (and trust me, its a lot more chaotic than this little paragraph made it seem) and it's really wearing on me...
i've had enough. my headache is back... for the millionth time.
p.s. it doesn't feel like halloween
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