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| Current music: | big on cake at this time |
Cant help it
I couldnt help but update here once again. Afterall I am an eirly adopter which gives me certain privlages not offered to those who had a life three years ago. Shit has gone down and up just like life always does. The whole incedent with Brittany and Riley and myself, what a crock of shit that turned out to be. The first semester of senior year is finally over and classes are worth going to now. For now my views have shifted to filling out college applications and finding scholorships. ST EDS HERE I COME HOPEFULLY. Brian is a welder now and Justin got his girlfriend on Xbox live. Really I am updating so I know what is happenening in my life at this very moment. Flipping back through its funny to see how much I wanted SOMETHING to do, and now I have it. I have found that small piece of my life I was so lacking back then. Down 66lbs as of today. Its funny how much I have in common with certain girls like Meredith and Brittany. All in all I have found peace in my life, a central calm that flows through everything and keeps me from feeling depressed like I used to. And it seems I am not as tired as back in the day, I actually sleep now. I know no one reads this, but it is the only place to put my thoughts that everyone isnt going to read. I have to keep my xanga and myspace accounts clean of anything anyone would disapprove of. Heh even though I love life so much more now I still feel a pull. I must have a change, and hopefully college will be that needed change. Still single, but it doesnt bother me nearly as much. I know I will update again some day, but for now, this is all.
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