|Current music:||Nikelback-Someday (To Dan)|
It's been almost 2 mo nths since Dan and I broke up. We usually get back together but this time we aren't going to. I talked to him the other day and he tells me something to make me feel horrible and then it was all a joke.why would he do that? I asked him if he was still with Heather and he said no but who knows? He wouldn't talk about us or anything. I asked him if he just didn't love me anymore and he said he sitll did but he wasn't going to talk about it. It's really frustrating and im really not looking forward to this whole Christmas thing because I know I will be so miserable. It would be so awesome if we got back together before Christmas and if that was the only thing I got I would be satisfied. I just can't picture my life without him. But since he's left me I don't feel good enough for anyone or anything. Why would he tell me he still loves me and then not talk to me for days at a time. For awhile he would come and see me every weekend and he spent the night with me like 2 weeks ago but then after 2 or 3 days he stopped talking to me. It's really hard IDK I just h ope we get back together real soon because I really can't stand not having him around...