Heather Morgan (heatermogan) wrote, @ 2003-07-17 03:09:00

hey baby!
im scared. ....shitless...

nonono its not cool..
aight.. i know yall dont know me, so i prolly sound trashy right from the start.. but im not. REALLY im not. but i JUST found out the WORST news.

i cant be pregnant.
cant be
not me.
no no no way
cant have a baby right now.
............no
please Lord, no.
Im 16 years old! no! PLEASE no.

okay.. now not only do i sound trashy.. slutty, whatever, but i also sound insane.
oooo i just pray im not pregnant.....

BTW, my name is Heather! and... yea, im 16 years old.... Thats it! 16. ...
of course thats me in the picture..blonde hair, blue eyes... big teeth.. and gum shoved in my mouth. :)
I live in Arkansas.. not by choice of course! :)

okay, so anyways, i gotta lotta stuff i couldve been writin about recently.. but i just started this thing, so ill pretty much start with the present.. and the present is that im scared. REALLY scared. you WOULDNT understand EXACTLY how scary it can be until it actually happens to you. Seriously. HOPEFULLY within the next few days.. ill be writin in here about how stupid i feel because im NOT pregnant.... Hopefully/
i cant be.
i dont want a baby RIGHT NOW.
he would be a great daddy. but i dont want him to be right now. i just dont. not now.

but its okay, b/c ill be sayin in here in a few days about how im not preg. so its all good. really it is.

aight, im gonna end this for now.
Id REALLY love some advice...comments...whatever....something... somebody just say somethin to me...

Pray 4 me! :) cause im SCARED.

aight..
LaTeR dAyS ppl!

w/love
Heather

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